My Thoughts

You know, I was just thinking about my own political views and such. I have come to a conclusion... I must be an Anarchist. I believe more in Natural Law and how everyone should do their part. Now, when I say everyone should do their part, don't mistake me as a Communist. True Anarchy is a lot more violent to start off, but would achieve far more harmony in the end then Communism ever could. 

At first there would be total lawlessness, and much bloodshed. But, in the end, all that would be left would be people whom are reasonable and have a common goal. In smaller groups, 100 or less, Anarchy could easily be achieved. However, on a large scale such as 300 Million, it is impossible. For a full world of Anarchists you would need multiple communes and agreed upon territory. 

When true Anarchy is achieved there will be no need for laws anymore, since everyone there will have a common mindset and there will be little to no conflict in the commune itself. The only problem would be other communes with a common mindset of domination. That is where a commune would have to defend itself or be destroyed. But, if you look at the world today, war is already being fought on a much more massive scale then a few 100 person communes. Thousands die everyday from war in todays world. In an Anarchist world, FAR fewer would perish for idiotic reasons. Atleast in an Anarchist world, wars would be fought over true beliefs, not money and oil. 

Another rationalization of Anarchy is the beginning stages of Communism. If Anarchy were to florish in a larger group of people it would eventually evolve into a Communist state. Now, a Communist State would be considered a Super Power in an Anarchist world and could easily push smaller communes around without causing much of an issue. This is where Anarchy could fail, because there eventually will be a Super Power. The only way to eliminate the risk of Super Powers would be to create a world counsel such as the UN. This counsel could create alliances between communes and also could disband them. If an alliance seems to be getting to close to a Communist State, the counsel could give these communes a decision between disbanding the alliance or having war declared upon them by the rest.

With a counsel also comes the fear of political demigods. By this I mean people who can rally the majority of communes into joining one common cause and overpowering the rest. There is no true way to avoid this. Most likely, if there were to be any downfall to an Anarchist world it would be this, because this would create an overbearing Communist State.

All this is just a thought. Who knows if it would actually ever work in the real world. It looked good on paper and it just came to mind. So please don't call me an idiot or anything, this was just some random thought. Who knows, maybe it could work and one day I will be as famouse as Karl Marx... Who knows. 

Ya know, I have been in and out of a ton of relationships, yet I still believe that there is one special person out there for everyone. No matter how many times I have said "I love you" or how many people I have messed around with, there is still one person that I hold closest to my heart. I'm not sure if she knows this, and I really don't think she cares, but I am still completely in love with her. I know she has moved on, found someone else if not better, but I havn't. Whenever I bring up the topic of how I feel, she ALWAYS shuts me down and blocks me out, but I guess that is what I get for fucking things up. If we were to ever get back together, even after all the shit we have been through, I still think there is a way we could make it work. I'm still kicking myself in the ass for it all a year and a half later. One of the only things I regret is fucking things up with her. The saying is true, you don't really know what you have had until you lost it. Just remember one thing, whenever that one special person comes along, hold them  dear to you, and don't let them go.

 And those are my thoughts on relationships.

This man is an idiot and a tyrant. Something needs to be done about him. All he does is ruin our country, and the world. He thinks he is fucking God, well he needs to learn his place in the world. I can't wait until he leaves/gets kicked out of, office. 

 And thats all I can say about this bad excuse for a man without vomiting.

I now know one more thing about religion, there is a God. About 7 hours ago I got in the worst accident of my life. The cops, fireman, paramedics and doctors all said that I SHOULD have been dead from it, but I walked away without a scratch. I felt something there, a presence. I'm just amazed that I am alive.

The way I got in the accident was that I took a turn to sharp and one of my tires drove up the grounding wire to a telephone pole. My car went about six feet in the air, turned upside down, and it nose dived into the ground. The top of my hood hit, then my roof. As soon as the car steadied I took off my seatbelt and crawled out the back window. No one who was there could believe that I walked out of it fine. I got 3 little tiny scratches from the glass I had to crawl through, but no broken bones or torn muscles or gashes or head injuries or anything. I cop who was 100 feet from me when it happened said it was the worst accident he ever saw. 

I'm just glad to be alive.

On my way to work today I noticed a sign that almost got me into a car accident because I just couldn't believe that I actually saw it. It was a sign saying "No Littering: $50,000 fine". Ok, I live in New Jersey and I have never once seen a fine for littering over $200. Later on tonight I'm planning on going back and taking a picture of it just as proof that such a thing exists. If you still don't believe me go check it out yourself, it's across from the Oyster Creek Nuclear Power Plant in Lacey Township. I think some people need to realize that a little trash isn't going to destroy the whole world and $50,000 is a little excessive for littering. Little things like this are the stuff that just pisses me off.

And those are my thoughts on excessive fines.

Well since this is my first blog, I thought that I would make it on the topic that I am most passionate about, Religion. I have a few view points on this topic, none of them seem to be mainstream.

First thing is first, I AM NOT Christian in anyway. Nor am I Buddhist, Atheist, Satanic, Luciferian, Hindu, Druidic, Wiccan, Agnostic, Gnostic, Muslim or any other religion that you could possibly think of. I do not believe in a heaven or hell and I certainly do not believe in one benevolent God. 

One thing that I am sure is true would be reincarnation. This is only because I have seen two of my pastlives and have done pastlife regression. Other than that I am not 100% positive about anything. 

Well the first religion that I am going to talk about will be Christianity. To me this stuff seems like a whole load of bull crap. One reason is that there are tons of contradictions in the bible. The Christians say "Thou Shalt Not Kill", well the book of Leviticus in the New Testament says other wise. It is pretty much the Christian book of sacrifice. But worst of all are the Evangelists. These people are horribly sick and honestly, something needs to be done about them. They are trying to train their children to be martyrs. They want them to be willing to die in the name of the Gosple. If you don't believe me go see the documentary "Jesus Camp", it shows it all. Some Evangelist ministers are worse than people like Charles Manson and David Karesh, you just don't see what happens when the cameras are off. The reason no one knows about these things is because the United States government is run by the Bush family who are all devout Christians. We need to remember what this country was built on and not continue mixing Church and State.

But, of all the Christians out there, there still is one group of semi-sane ones. They are Catholics. The only reason I say this is because they are not trying to train their children to become martyrs and they are not trying to crush everyother religion out there for the most part. Even though some Catholics can be a little fanatic, the majority of them are not. But still, stay away from the Evangelist/Born Again Christians... They are totally nuts.

 
And those are my thoughts on Christianity.